Misaka's world

Hey guys ^^!

I know that this is a kinda unexpected post, although I decided to make it because I used to have performance issues on my gaming laptop and managed to find out few things which can help to boost performance to maximum, so let's start!

1. Download and run CCleaner to get rid of some unnecessary junk in your pc- run first two options (Cleaner + Registry). Check also Tools-> Uninstall and remove any programs which you never/ rarely use. Never uninstall stuff from Intel or any Microsoft components you are unsure of!

2. Open task manager (ctrl+alt+del) and check what apps are you running after the start. If you see things which are unnecessary (like Skype, discord or any other programs you have installed and are sure that are useless to start after you boot your pc) simply disable them by right click + disable.

3. Download some antivirus like Avast/Avira/AVG and run it. After that, you can also run Adware Removal Tool or Malwarebytes.

4. Type msconfig into the search box - choose selective startup and check first two options -> process to boot-> check no GUI boot-> set timeout to 3 or 4 seconds -> advanced options -> a select number of processors and choose maximum + maximum memory. This will help a lot with fastening boot up.

5. Select properties of icon "This PC" -> advanced system settings -> advanced -> performance -> settings -> adjust for best performance (now there are some effects I personally still keep so it doesn't look so dull and that's thumbnail previews, smooth edges of screen fonts and show windows when dragging).

6. Download Advanced System Care and run it. This one is my favorite program which can boost performance a lot by optimizing the system in many different ways (from HDD to boot up any many more). Also, don't forget to check TURBO boost (automatically freeing RAM).

7. Defrag your pc. My fav program is Defraggler. Defragmentation is a process that reduces the amount of fragmentation. It does this by physically organizing the contents of the mass storage device used to store files into the smallest number of contiguous regions (fragments). So basically one program/file whatever is stored in different places of HDD and Defraggler will put it to the right place so it's faster to open etc.

8. Download Driver Booster and run it. This is a huge boost because the majority of people don't update their drivers. You can also check drivers for your PC on a website of your computer company.

9. Type regedit into the search box. Go to hkey current user -> control panel -> mouse -> mousehovertime (change value to 10). After that click on desktop folder-> mouseshowdelay (change to 10 and okay).

10. Type prefetch into the search box and delete all content inside. The same goes for %appdata% -> go to appdata-> local -> temp and delete all of them.

11. Type services into search box -> disable superfetch and also disable all xbox features. After that disable also dmwappushsvc service.

12. Click on windows logo on screen -> settings.
Disable absolutely all things in privacy settings. Set feedback and diagnostics to basic and set never send Microsoft data.
Disable all notifications in System/notifications.
When it comes to Xbox I usually disable all features, but this one is optional because for some people it can increase gaming performance and for some decrease.
When it comes to Personalization disable transparency in Color option.

13. Right click on battery icon-> power plan -> set it to high performance.

14. Don't forget to run your games on your NVIDIA/AMD card (right click on the game icon and check if you are running with Nvidia/AMD graphics processor).

15. Don't forget to also check the files you downloaded and get rid of all things you no longer need.

I think that's all I can think of right now ^^ hope it helps to someone!

So, first ... I want to say that if I was a healthy person and didn't have a horrible infection which didn't react to any medication I would never undergo it. Yes, it's really, really hard, mainly if you are a food lover. Fasting basically means to give up all food and juices/teas as well and drink only water. I drank mainly normal water (not distilled one as recommended, quality of water is good here).

Sometimes doctors are unable to treat chronic illnesses - they just fail and have nothing more to do (my case). They sent you back home with almost no recommendation on what to do. I refused to give up and decided to treat myself through fasting + elixir of life (and everyone who read Malakhov: Manual of Fasting) will know what I am talking about. If you are interested look it up. I wasn't sure about what it can change and if I even am gonna make it through 7 days with no food intake. But hey, I was in such devastated state all months before on pills and nothing worked - culture tests were showing massive infection and the pain I was experiencing was unreal.

To my surprise, the first days were worst (first 4). As the acidic state of my body was increasing, I started to feel weak and dizzy; I smelled like acetone (due to acidity and acidic crisis at 4-6 days when it had spike). It was a horrible experience because the hunger for me stopped after 4 days but during the first days, I was literally starving. I felt so weak during whole therapy that I managed to do yoga just once and otherwise, was like a living corpse - also I slept like 12hours or more. But I'm not complaining, I know my body started healing process right ahead. I felt it.

Fasting basically works on principle on autolysis - it just gets rid of what is pathogenic over healthy tissues and focuses all energy (which is normally 80% invested on food) to repair the damage done in the body. And yes, the body is full of toxins. Also, there is acidic crisis spike (first in my case was I think 4th day). This acidic crisis is the highest level of acidity in the body and it leads to worsening of my symptoms (temporary state). Body is normally alkaline, although like this it's a lot easier to get rid of infections, parasites and damaged tissues and toxins too. I don't need much scientific proof because I am living proof that this is working (at least for me it worked, I believe it can work for others too).

What fasting did for me? First of all - I didn't know whether I have infection or no, because I still am recovering from some after-symptoms (which aren't so severe), I just knew it helped for other things first - I felt weak but also I noticed after seven days that I have no more eczema on body - it disappeared, rashes on hands were totally clean, dry skin was repaired. Blood pressure got fixed to perfect state although my pulse was around 100+ - it went down after I started eating again. I had acne breakouts all over the body, but it got clean up after while, also my tongue was coated in white from toxins, it got rid of it though. I stopped smelling like acetone too after a while and the best thing - I went to tests (two times) and it went back negative, two times for all infections which can be cultured. So as unreal as it seems - fasting and elixir of life are able to treat many illnesses. It even fixed my period ("starving" aka fasting should according to science stop period, in my case it brought it back and it was a very weak period). My nails became even stronger than before and the unwanted effect of getting rid of addiction on junk food came too. I always enjoyed chips and french fries and now I absolutely don't show any desire for these foods. It's like food is now just source of vitamins for me but nothing else anymore (I hate to even say this, but I can't even force myself to eat french fries before ate in kilos). For example today I woke up (went to sleep hungry) and now I feel no need for eating at all (and I planned to eat fries). Doesn't work like that anymore, it broke my addiction to junk food and over salty food (even though I didn't want that, it was one of few things I could enjoy in life).

Even though I have to fix my flora now somehow, my body was able to get rid of infection just thanks to these two methods mentioned. I am 100% sure I would be still suffering if I didn't try this and maybe even death due to suicide. I will never undergo any chemical treatment which is harsh again - even If I got cancer I would never try to even undergo chemo and I will stick with this method. I believe 21 days of fasting can cure the majority of illnesses.

I want to emphasize another thing - I had positive thoughts about this therapy and I believed it's gonna work more than pills I was taking. You can't undergo any therapy without believing you gonna get desired results. Mind and body, both work together.

I will never give up on my life. No matter what.

Hello beloved foxies. To all loyal people reading my blog first I want to say that if you are healthy ( I know I made such post before, but...) APPRECIATE IT. Appreciate your health and what you have in life because some people in this world have painful and terminal disease about which you have never heard about and yet, we people still complain about our everyday bullshit. No, most problems are not even problems. I have never ever thought that ilness can change person this much. At times, I thought I'm about to die (due to insomnia from being in pain mostly, but also suicidal due to chronic pain).

We never know what can happen in life and we never look at health as something important, but - HEALTH is #1 priority. Without health, nothing in life makes sense. There is no such thing as 100% health but healthy is defined as such state in which we are able to do activities every day normally and adapt to life circumstances. When you are chronically sick these things become impossible. It's no use even saying that everything what I had in life - everything what I achieved, what I physically owned had no value for me anymore. I couldn't enjoy life AT ALL for four months. All I could think about was pain I feel due to infection and during night I was depressed or crying over it. So yes, basically that was me past months. People who don't know me and only see my fb/twitter would never assume of course. I was ironic as always, played games (even though first months couldn't because I couldn't even FOCUS cus of pain).

So yes, as I mentioned, ilness can change personality drastically. At times I felt like I am losing my mind, I was in such bad mental state. It was probably creating some mental ilness I felt totally lost and detached from world (I recovered though). I was coinflip negative/ positive, because at times I wanted to believe that I'm getting healthy but then lost hope after seeing no results after so many treatments.

But... I have never completely gave up. Even after all these medical treatment failures, alternative failures I kept digging for other therapies and trying to solve this. I refused to accept this as my life and reality. In the end I can tell that I am recovering these days, I'm not completely back but I'm working on it so hard... it's way better then it was. So if you ever face such complicated situation - try to look after all solutions and there is 95% chance you will find it. It's easy to say don't give up, but in reality it's actually soooooo hard. Even though - you are here, on Earth (probably) given life, so you can't just easily give up on it. From now I will try to fight till the end. I will keep walking this path in life because I legit feel like I was given second chance in life.

Hey guys! Long time no see. Probably my fault, I was busy with Uni, then playing League and stuffs like every ordinary person does. But then... 3 months ago my life went boom. And by boom I mean I got sick. I won't go to details, but currently, I am going through the hardest part of my life. I rarely talk to someone about this because I don't feel like it at all. I kinda got self - absorbed into my illness and had plenty of time during past months to think about life and everything.

It's just ironic. We people never value things and we take them for granted. I can tell to everyone that if you lose your health, quality of life is close to zero ( depending on the illness, but if you have chronic infection or pain it's just terrible). Daily activities are impossible, relationship with people is almost impossible too because you can't get your thought away from pain/illness/consequences. It's just never ending circle of pain affecting every inch of you. People, please - value what you have. Mainly things which you maybe don't realize - like your eyes, being infection free, that you have legs and arms. If you have these "things" then you are capable of achieving whatever you want. Stressing over other things became impossible for me last months due to physical pain. Didn't affect only my physical health, but also my mental state was very bad for the past three months. Now I'm trying fasting and alternative therapies because I had 8 treatments and nothing cleared my symptoms except alternative remedies which helped me to some extent. Now I don't eat any solid food for 7 days (now on day 4). You can google fasting and books about it, there are plenty. It's very hard to be without food but I know it can trigger many healing processes in the body- normally 80% of energy is used just for digestion. It sucks to be hungry, it sucks to feel weak and having fever and aches because of toxins released into the body, but it's still worth it!!! Although I'm nowhere where I should be I'm really trying my hardest to get myself back. This illness taught me something very precious - even though I feel weak and want to give up through tears I still continue somehow fighting this. I just can't give up on my life, new goals, dreams. There is no way I will lose this all due to being sick. I refuse to give up my life to this and I will find the solution no matter what. So if you guys ever encounter something so terrible as I did - don't give up. Never give up no matter how bad is it with you. Even if you feel like you are about to die from physical/mental pain. I understand the mental pain, extreme physical pain and also suicidal thoughts. I understand it all. I was through extreme bullying during my childhood, then I didn't feel loved by my mother and had many health issues throughout life /but none of them major like this one. I understand suffering more than I look like. But giving up won't benefit anything, I want my body to force the healing process and to recognize the infection and heal itself. I wanna be the perfect being once again and I won't surrender even if I have to go through dead people to gain it back.

Funny fact is that even during these days when I'm still kinda sick, I still look like before. My appearance except losing like 10-11kg didn't change much. My advice for everyone who is going through something similar is to stop losing hope. I have coinflip days when I lose hope but I am trying to erase it. I believe there is a solution for things like this and that it gets better over time with all effort I am putting into this. My negative mindset was only worsening things past months so I am trying to fix and also trying Silva method and visualization ( can check on google too ;D). It's just cruel that some people have to go through rare illnesses and never-ending sufferings, although somewhere exists the solution - and we have to try to find it, no matter what. I believe that in the body is enough healing power to overcome almost every illness, even if illness doesn't make sense or whatever (mine doesn't make sense). So, in the end, I just wanna say - I value things way more than before. Never realized how can life be so bad without being healthy, how everything can become so useless and pointless in my eyes, how illness can steal all sparks I had in my eyes. But even though - I AM STILL FIGHTING. And I won't give up. I refuse to give up.

Title is kinda tricky. It's mirroring my personality very well though (two sides, bright and dark) - I accepted some (not that important) things but also decided to not give up on other important things. This month has been very weird; I am kinda very self conscious about my mental state and I don't feel very happy at the moment. Maybe I worry too much about future? Maybe some of you who are still reading my half baked non active blog are going through something similar.

League of Legends and games have been always a big part of my life. Major time at high school (aka teenage years were literally just me playing World of Warcraft). No people. Of course, there were some people, but nothing significant. I don't know if I have ever told you here, but I didn't go to prom. Reasons? My classmates were total assholess (exceptions like 4people max). I didn't feel like spending money on something just because it's a "tradition". I don't need to be conformal to prove my "place" in society. I just don't care at all. And I actually think that if you ever feel like me (that u don't want to do something what is conformal and traditional like proms and other things) and you are just being forced to events, just don't go... do whatever you want instead. I went on guild raid and I don't regret. Somehow these days I just feel like games are not satisfying anymore and I don't know why. But I have some explanations which I will discuss below;

First - as I said I kinda worry about future. Everyone does. But it's kinda unlikely for me, I can force my mind go blank for a veeery long period of time. Never had problems with falling asleep and stuff; these days I kinda got fed up with exams ( I passed them by the way) and also my part time job and felt kinda forced to do thing and I HATE THAT. I hate when I can't do things I want and I HAVE or MUST do something instead. I'm concerned about absolutely everything in my life. In the way that I have no idea what I want in the future, mostly; I am obsessed with aliens, forensic psychology, esports and esports psychology and also interested in other things I don't want to share right now (big plans kappa).

Second - I got my hair done in a hair studio by some FUCKING UNSKILLED hairdresser who completely messed up my hair. I'm so mad when I think about it - she literally made stairs on my hair (totally messed up layers of hair) and I had to go to my friend to fix it up ( she couldn't, it was THAT BAD, I have like hair on back side shorter and fronts are way longer ). I have to wait one month to get it cut to some cultured haircut. YES, you might say this is trivial problem, but no. Hair is something precious to me, you have to take good care of it and it's like crown of beauty and now it has been destroyed so I'm severly depressed. It will grow over time, but it messed up my mental state one day before exam and I got E. Because of hair. (Edit: it was a mistake, she changed it to C). Yes. That's how I am, never lucky. I might be 10% shallow person when I rethink what I just wrote.

Third thing is that I have some health issues and I decided to reduce/quit refined sugar. I am a big lover of chips, french fries, ice cream and many unhealthy food in general. As many of you know, I don't eat meat, although I still don't eat healthy. These weeks I want to get more fit - get back to exercising and sticking with my healthy life style plan for incoming months. This is sixth day without refined sugar (I had two times little portion of cooked potatoes but shhh). I tried to exercise with Fitnessblender (14 days out of 30) and it made me feel more energized. My sugar addiction is slightly dissapearing, I don't feel any urges to eat anything unhealthy at this moment (I GAVE UP ON IDEA OF EATING IT BUT IT WAS HARD!!!) I am including benefits of quitting refined sugar which concerned me to quit it:

1. Refined sugar is as addictive as cocaine. If you really don't want to slowly ruin your health and just weaken your immune system, it's a really good choice. I guess no one wants to be slave to something unhealthy drug-like (Like refined sugar).

2. Losing weight. This one is pretty attractive to me and any other person with weight struggles I guess.

3. Inflammation in body will decrease. Yes baby, refined sugar is causing all sort of inflammation, from heart diseases to acne.

4. Rates of cholestelor in blood will drop.

5. Decreasing chance to get diabetes.

7. Decreasing risk of cancer. Sugar spikes insuline to abnormally high levels. Insuline is one of the factor considered to be cause of cancer cells going on rampage.

8. No nutrions, no proteins, no fiber, no vitamins. Empty calories. You still feel hungry and craving for more.

The conclusion I made from my experiences past weeks and possibly months is that whoever is reading this, don't give up easily on things which are very important for you. Things which define you, dreams you have, hopes you hold. Those abstract treasures are something what you can't just forget and throw it away. On the other side - stop bothering with things which are not that important and focus on your true goals, no matter what they are and no matter how hard it seems to achieve it. Don't let other people to tell you what you are supposed to do when you feel inside that this is the right thing to do. It's your life and your responsibility for it. You don't want to regret that you didn't try something what you dreamed of for a long time.

Has been a long time since I have actually made a hateful post about something, but this really pisses me off. This post is not just about youtube scene and vloggers, more like about whole population and majority of people and their lifestyle and thinking.

When you nowadays check vloggers on youtube who actually have some impact on people (mainly teenagers) they don't talk about anything intelligent (the majority of them, like 99%). Beauty vlogs, funny challenges and fun videos everywhere, then we have the trash talk and gossips and also some "wannabe intelligent" videos but they don't have any "core message" anyways. I mean it's good to have some hobby and to be funny but this world is in such bad condition because there's no seriousness and only fun (absolutely everywhere and mainly in my generation). Mankind is forgetting to actually take some things really seriously and mainly what mankind keeps forgetting is to THINK.

This isn't about the youtube scene at all, but humanity in general. If we want to understand why there are mainly meaningless videos on youtube we need to take a closer look at humanity; most humans are simply shallow and close-minded. This is what we became. Now I'm gonna talk about my generation - I have this feeling that majority of them are just about parties, drinking, and shopping (and sharing their bullshit all over social media while desperately looking for social approval and admiration).

I already made countless posts about this - I really mind that people are so shallow. For me, it's like people are living in their bubbles (in this bubble is family, friends) and they just don't give a damn about what is happening in the world in global meaning at all. Or if they do, they just see certain things and don't see the other things (probably result of shallow exploration as well?)
People simply don't like to explore and learn anymore (have they ever really liked it? idk). For me, it's very frustrating to watch people act like this because it's destroying the individuality and potential of any person. It's like the whole conformity which is in this world enormous is killing and suppressing the "true self" in people.

It's always us WHO actually make the decisions - when it comes to everything. If people really just saw their power, but they just don't for not reasonable reasons. It might be the fact that people somehow became comfortable with not having such responsibility for their own lives and they actually prefer that they can easily hide behind some other authority, to not feel responsible for things (mainly the bad ones) which are constantly happening in the world (but we are all responsible because we let all important decision making to few bastards) or simply the fact that people aren't prepared mentally for such spiritual evolution and ALSO not ready to decide important things on their own. Might be that this "mental evolution" started happening, but only a few individuals realize it. There are six billion people manipulated by few individuals; but in the end, we are the ones letting someone else enslave us and make conformal and part of a dysfunctional system. If we want to blame someone we can just look into the mirror and blame ourselves. That's the ugly truth, standing here like a shadow, never leaving.

Hey guys, long time no see. I wanted to make some post which would consist of my recent thoughts; I'm really philosophic and abstract type when it comes to thinking. I'm somehow just not as practical as the majority of people. As a result of that, I think all the time about abstract things or theories.

A few days ago I was just listening to music while walking my path to University and kinda got confused (by people). People were everywhere, walking in very fast pace (they seemed to me like hunters). I have been always wondering what are their goals; I realize that we live in a world which requires very good and fast performance, but what are consequences? More stress, health issues which are linked to mental issues from constant pressure, no time for family, busy parents and stuff like this. I find it kinda wrong but I realize it probably won't change in a long time because that's how currently world works and people are not willing (the majority don't even want) to change that. Maybe it's because we, humans are focused too much on material objects instead of preferring something that can't be visible, although it's very valuable. I'm not trying to say those material things aren't necessary, we are humans with real, physical bodies and biological needs, but aren't we focusing too much attention to only one side of ourselves? I think it's important to take care of that spiritual/mental part of ourselves as well. We need to sometimes stop that fast pace and just try to explore our inner self. I agree that we need to learn and we need proper education, although we need to learn something about ourselves too; and that cannot be given by another individual. Only by ourselves. Thinking is important too; in recent time I just let my thoughts flow, without censoring anything, to see what are major issues in my personality. I didn't feel ashamed of anything and just talked with myself absolutely randomly. It might sound ridiculous, but it really helps. I discovered many things which I have been unable to identify for a long time. I recommend this for everyone who doesn't know how to define himself because I think that humans can't be identified as just name, number or anything physical. This goes beyond anything like that.

The second topic I wanted to discuss is the book named Man's Search for Meaning by Frankl. I recommend this book for absolutely everyone because it supported my idea from my childhood that pain can lead to greater, positive results and personality changes. I don't wanna spoil the book, although I realized that what really defines us aren't just some personality traits or mental illnesses, tempers or anything similar (labels like a sociopath, psychopath, ADHD, extroversy-introversy etc.). What really defines us is how we act in that little freedom we are given in any situation. Why some psychopaths who feel no remorse are able to kill and others don't? Why some keep resisting and others don't? Why even "normal" people are capable of horrible things? There must be something more than countless personality traits what define us. It's like some inner voice (Freud would say it's our superego); I would call it some debate between our inner conscience and ourselves, our minds. It's still we who is in control. In any situation, we are still having at least a little freedom. Even in miserable conditions, we still choose our mindset and some of our actions. Those are things which can not be taken away. EVER. It's still we who create and define ourselves. We decide what we take from every situation, even, from people. That's why I have never taken drugs and never been drunk; never smoke; it didn't matter that I wanted badly belong somewhere and had friends who were doing all these stuff mentioned above. I still felt responsible for my life and actions I take. And I hope that every person can do the same. To decide according to themselves while listening to their inner voice. Until you are schizophrenic. Then you better don't (smile emoticon).

Sometimes I really wonder why people underestimate supports and don't see them equal to other roles. I occasionally play mid lane and that's the time when I clearly realize how important is the role of support. Yes, I main support, mainly "protective" supports like Soraka, Janna, Lulu, Karma, Nami, but I never thought about myself as about someone who just got carried to higher division because of that.

But seriously, some people claim that when your main supports like Janna, who can just shield ADC, stay behind are getting carried by their teammates. Is it true? Well, from my experience, no, it's not enough to just do that and get carried. I don't doubt that some people below dia (not all, but just my experiences) think about supports this way because there are not very good players (no offense). But when it comes to higher diamond/Master/Challenger you need to have a really good knowledge about a game if you want to play and main supports. It's not just about shielding on cooldown your ad carry. Claims like "supports like Janna getting carried, no real supps" are literally giving me cancer.

Role of support, the real support is about having a great map awareness and also control with a well-placed vision across the map (stealth wards, vision wards) and also clearing enemy's vision, it's crucial for winning a game (ambushes, facechecks, objectives). Also, you need to have a knowledge about what you can afford in trades on bot lane, know how to position yourself in team fights to not die and the most important thing is that you need to know how to protect your ad carry. And it most cases when you are against a team with a lot of assassins or tanks or just fed mages you have a big struggle to do it the right way. Not to mention a win on bot during the laning phase is based mostly on how support performs.

To explain furthermore, in my opinion, it's not easy protecting an ad carry even if you play "an easy" champion like Janna. Honestly, she might have fewer skillshots but the thing is not many people know how to play her in the correct way. First thing is you need to know how to trade on bot lane which is really difficult against aggressive supports like Thresh/Braum/Bard who just take ignite and after they land some skillshot you are usually dead (or your ad carry). Not to mention the importance of Janna's ultimate and Q spell. You need to have a good reaction time in team fights and use the ultimate properly, otherwise, you can fail whole team fight/your ad carry or someone else die.

Main supports, don't get annoyed by people who don't appreciate your role. There's absolutely nothing wrong with gaining supports if you really enjoy that :).

Hey guys, I just wanted to share some thoughts with you related to League of Legends. I had some dia 2 struggles on EUNE these weeks and couldn't reach diamond 2 at all. I tried every day to get diamond 2, was in series and lost like 5 times, maybe even more. Although I didn't rage quit or anything like that, I just somehow dealt with it and tried to accept that if I really deserve that division soon or later I will just get there. And it actually worked! I tryharded every game I played and I can say that being positive and just trying each game my best got me into diamond 1 again. I know that many people are saying that EUNE is a lot easier when you compare it to EUW, although I have to say that in dia elo aren't such differences. I have diamond 4 on EUW and those people are just the same as on East in d2,d3 elo. So if you really want something stop mocking around and try harder! :3 note: I played midlane and I was like a supp :<

This is actually a really hot topic in every gaming community, not just when it comes to the League of Legends community.

People, mostly boys are assuming that grill gamers are just boosted to higher divisions by their friends. Why? Well, the answer is very simple - because they are girls (◣_◢).

I've actually witnessed first-hand multiple times how people react when you have high elo/tier/division/rating in World of Warcraft or League of Legends. It does not matter how you achieved it tbh, your rank will be questioned NO MATTER WHAT based on your gender and I guarantee that boys won't go through the same hassle even if they posted the same screenshot/had exactly same stats as you (because they are boys after all).

So, are we all truly "boosted"? What does it even mean? In competitive gaming, namely League of Legends, a word describing a player who has had a player log into his or her account and raised the rank of the account. I am 100% sure that there are girls who are just getting straight boosted to a higher division from silver to get that fancy gold border, but that's only a small percentage of the cases.

League of Legends community is forgetting something; they accuse only GIRLS for some reason and I think that's a complex of superiority, hiding their inferiority when they see a girl with higher rank and get jealous of that or can be caused also by stereotypes in gaming culture and culture itself. Every time I see girls somewhere posting her achievements in games, to some group on Facebook or on Twitter, boys are spamming "boosted grill", "boosted" or even calling her slut. Why are they doing this, though? I have seen so many times BOYS who even paid for higher division (I mean there is even elo boosting when you search on google) and it's a common thing that they also play with their friends who are smurfing in low elo to boost them for free.

Let me clarify something - I know it's not fair that some girl/boy is playing with smurfs who are clearly really high division but why the hell does League community always point out this behavior only when girls are included and boys don't get this "special treatment"?

Of course, more boys play League than girls so it's logical, but I don't think a girl would pay for something like that anyway (?). In general, I am more than certain than boys are more likely to get their higher-ranked friends to play on their accounts (or strangers in case of elo boosting sites) only because they like to brag about it in front of other people and due to their competitiveness. Note: of course we can find exceptions everywhere.

The second case is that people are replacing the real definition of boosted with just "getting carried". Carry is a definition of someone who is a primary carrying the game by killing other players or assisting allies to slay other players and has a great influence on a game. So people refer to girls as "you were just carried to this elo". Arguments for this are associated with Dynamic Queue in League of Legends which allows you to invite other players to your ranked game. The first thing why this argument is kind of invalid is that you can't duo/triple queue with someone who is absolutely out of your elo because League itself doesn't allow you to do that. For example Diamond I: Can only queue with Diamond I, II, III, IV, Challenger, and Master Tier players, while Silver Tier: Can only queue with Bronze, Silver and Gold Tier players. For more information click here.

What is really making me think that the gaming community lost common sense is also that this looks like girls can't even play with friends any more? If I am having fun with my friend while I am playing duo queue, should I stop doing that just because someone thinks that my friend is carrying me to higher elo? Of course no!

I think that most of the players play games because they want to have fun and I see no reason to accuse dumb assumptions like that. I personally love playing supports in League and main Soraka, which is a healer/support champion. I play duo queue often and also triple queue as well because I enjoy it more than playing alone. I don't consider myself boosted. I am trying hard each game to improve and to win a game, I'm trying to be positive and somehow cheer up myself even if I'm losing. In most cases, I win bot lane and I'm still useful in late as well (of course there are exceptions, but not many, everyone has bad games).

My point is that almost all boys I know who play League play with their friends' dynamic queue, so they are getting carried as well? Should we comment every boy who plays with his friend or friends as carried by him/them? That's just stupid! At this point, you should already realize how stupid is commenting on every girl that she is boosted/ carried. It's pointless. I have advice for people who do that: let people live their lives and enjoy their favorite activities because that's what's life about. Being happy. Why spreading hate even in the game which should lead to fun? :)

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