Has been a long time since I have actually made a hateful post about something, but this really pisses me off. This post is not just about youtube scene and vloggers, more like about whole population and majority of people and their lifestyle and thinking.

When you nowadays check vloggers on youtube who actually have some impact on people (mainly teenagers) they don't talk about anything intelligent (the majority of them, like 99%). Beauty vlogs, funny challenges and fun videos everywhere, then we have the trash talk and gossips and also some "wannabe intelligent" videos but they don't have any "core message" anyways. I mean it's good to have some hobby and to be funny but this world is in such bad condition because there's no seriousness and only fun (absolutely everywhere and mainly in my generation). Mankind is forgetting to actually take some things really seriously and mainly what mankind keeps forgetting is to THINK.

This isn't about the youtube scene at all, but humanity in general. If we want to understand why there are mainly meaningless videos on youtube we need to take a closer look at humanity; most humans are simply shallow and close-minded. This is what we became. Now I'm gonna talk about my generation - I have this feeling that majority of them are just about parties, drinking, and shopping (and sharing their bullshit all over social media while desperately looking for social approval and admiration).

I already made countless posts about this - I really mind that people are so shallow. For me, it's like people are living in their bubbles (in this bubble is family, friends) and they just don't give a damn about what is happening in the world in global meaning at all. Or if they do, they just see certain things and don't see the other things (probably result of shallow exploration as well?)
People simply don't like to explore and learn anymore (have they ever really liked it? idk). For me, it's very frustrating to watch people act like this because it's destroying the individuality and potential of any person. It's like the whole conformity which is in this world enormous is killing and suppressing the "true self" in people.

It's always us WHO actually make the decisions - when it comes to everything. If people really just saw their power, but they just don't for not reasonable reasons. It might be the fact that people somehow became comfortable with not having such responsibility for their own lives and they actually prefer that they can easily hide behind some other authority, to not feel responsible for things (mainly the bad ones) which are constantly happening in the world (but we are all responsible because we let all important decision making to few bastards) or simply the fact that people aren't prepared mentally for such spiritual evolution and ALSO not ready to decide important things on their own. Might be that this "mental evolution" started happening, but only a few individuals realize it. There are six billion people manipulated by few individuals; but in the end, we are the ones letting someone else enslave us and make conformal and part of a dysfunctional system. If we want to blame someone we can just look into the mirror and blame ourselves. That's the ugly truth, standing here like a shadow, never leaving.


Hey guys, long time no see. I wanted to make some post which would consist of my recent thoughts; I'm really philosophic and abstract type when it comes to thinking. I'm somehow just not as practical as the majority of people. As a result of that, I think all the time about abstract things or theories. 

A few days ago I was just listening to music while walking my path to University and kinda got confused (by people). People were everywhere, walking in very fast pace (they seemed to me like hunters). I have been always wondering what are their goals; I realize that we live in a world which requires very good and fast performance, but what are consequences? More stress, health issues which are linked to mental issues from constant pressure, no time for family, busy parents and stuff like this. I find it kinda wrong but I realize it probably won't change in a long time because that's how currently world works and people are not willing (the majority don't even want) to change that. Maybe it's because we, humans are focused too much on material objects instead of preferring something that can't be visible, although it's very valuable. I'm not trying to say those material things aren't necessary, we are humans with real, physical bodies and biological needs, but aren't we focusing too much attention to only one side of ourselves? I think it's important to take care of that spiritual/mental part of ourselves as well. We need to sometimes stop that fast pace and just try to explore our inner self. I agree that we need to learn and we need proper education, although we need to learn something about ourselves too; and that cannot be given by another individual. Only by ourselves. Thinking is important too; in recent time I just let my thoughts flow, without censoring anything, to see what are major issues in my personality. I didn't feel ashamed of anything and just talked with myself absolutely randomly. It might sound ridiculous, but it really helps. I discovered many things which I have been unable to identify for a long time. I recommend this for everyone who doesn't know how to define himself because I think that humans can't be identified as just name, number or anything physical. This goes beyond anything like that. 

The second topic I wanted to discuss is the book named Man's Search for Meaning by Frankl. I recommend this book for absolutely everyone because it supported my idea from my childhood that pain can lead to greater, positive results and personality changes. I don't wanna spoil the book, although I realized that what really defines us aren't just some personality traits or mental illnesses, tempers or anything similar (labels like a sociopath, psychopath, ADHD, extroversy-introversy etc.). What really defines us is how we act in that little freedom we are given in any situation. Why some psychopaths who feel no remorse are able to kill and others don't? Why some keep resisting and others don't? Why even "normal" people are capable of horrible things? There must be something more than countless personality traits what define us. It's like some inner voice (Freud would say it's our superego); I would call it some debate between our inner conscience and ourselves, our minds. It's still we who is in control. In any situation, we are still having at least a little freedom. Even in miserable conditions, we still choose our mindset and some of our actions. Those are things which can not be taken away. EVER. It's still we who create and define ourselves. We decide what we take from every situation, even, from people. That's why I have never taken drugs and never been drunk; never smoke; it didn't matter that I wanted badly belong somewhere and had friends who were doing all these stuff mentioned above. I still felt responsible for my life and actions I take. And I hope that every person can do the same. To decide according to themselves while listening to their inner voice. Until you are schizophrenic. Then you better don't (smile emoticon).