CHAPTER VI


Is there such a thing as free will or are we chained by destiny? As the thoughts flew to me naturally, without rethinking or overthinking I came to the conclusion that there is more to this and it's not as simple as anticipated. 

There is fate, but I understand it probably a little differently than other definitions of fate. Fate means that we are bound to discover certain things or meet certain people or anything inevitable, even in a negative way (like death).

Although this could seem like we have no free will if everything is fate - no, not everything. Only certain important, life-changing (key) events are the aftermath of destiny. Destiny can be understood as karma from previous lives too (for me it's the same thing). Karma is basically an accumulation of all that you thought, did, and felt in previous lives as I already explained before. Therefore these key events occur no matter what we do because they are inevitable. That's why we for example always ask why does this human suffers so much, he was so good whole life... Why is this happening? Life is unfair! Well, it seems that way, but it's actually not. We must experience these things in order to evolve spiritually, as I wrote before. No one evolves in a dual world without experiences of great suffering and happiness too (and other emotions of course). Just some people tend to suffer more than others (and this is the result of fate or karma).

Our minds are greater than we expect - they are able to influence so many things in the physical world, even though we produce only feelings or thoughts (images) of certain phenomena. This all is leading to shifts in our possible futures. I can give you an example of my weird illness without going into detail (doctors can't really help me) - I didn't give up. I could, but instead, I tried to fix it in my own way, an alternative way. I am still working on it but it improved so much just by my own shift in thinking and realizing how powerful is mind. I might write about this topic later in the future too. And that's what I mean - even though for example something terrible happens and there was no way of deflecting it, we are still able to have our own free will at that moment and decide what are we going to think and do next. Even at the worst moment, or at the best, it's us who decide the next action. It's us who define our next destination by our lives in this world too.

CHAPTER V

Would you believe me if I told you that a few weeks ago I had literally only vague answers about this topic and was completely lost in my vague thoughts about all the information I now put into words on my blog? 

Well, that is the case. I have always been chasing the impossible. I have always had this vague vision of achieving the ultimate theory of everything. Having knowledge about abstract things seemed to give me the power to continue in my life, in the belief of achieving an understanding of life. 

I believe that many people ask themselves what is the purpose of their life? I can assure you it's more than to reproduce. We are half spiritual and half physical beings, but for multiple reasons we focus on the material - the physical world too much, which is only damaging. These two phenomena should be in a perfect balance. If you truly let your inner voice (soul, energy, I use all these terms for the same thing) speak, you will find out that no material thing will make you satisfied for long or truly happy. If you look anywhere in the world, the majority of rich people are greedy for more, and the majority of poor people can't evolve much either because they struggle to live and are bound to the physical world with their unsatisfied needs. That's why I am stressing the importance of balance in one's life. We are half physical, so we need material things too but in a moderation. I feel like humans are often skipping the spiritual part so much; they just forget they are not the only body, but they have souls too. And it speaks if you listen.

So what is this so-called purpose of one's life? It's something that is truly making you satisfied, happy and fulfilled, maybe something that you are even afraid of not achieving because it seems too hard or impossible at first. It will cross your mind immediately if you try to think of it, not needing even time to think. It's your soul talking to you through feelings without thinking too much. I realized that we are often depleted of these instinctive feelings and thoughts because we are just too afraid to let it speak. We overthink even simple things, but if we truly calm our minds and just let everything flow naturally, it will manifest itself. I can grant that everyone has a purpose in his/her life. It's the very simple wish every soul has implemented inside and wanting to manifest itself; you just need to stop blocking it. Changing the thinking process helps as well, also meditation can be helpful for unblocking the mind too. But from my experience, the real knowledge comes from realization within the person. Letting the thought process flow without forcing anything, letting the feelings manifest. The purpose of one's life might be idealistic and hard to realize, but trust me - even the thought so vague as changing the world for the better might be the purpose of one's life. Simple things can change the world too (even helping someone on the street or just helping a friend, publishing a positive article, helping a stray animal, anything really), because mankind has a lot of power if it accumulates. Do what you love and find fulfilling. Do things that make you a good person. Do things that aren't opposed to your inner voice.  You can't change all the people in the world, but you can change yourself and make a difference. You can't control the lives of others, but you have the responsibility for your own life and decisions. Don't let fear stop you from following your inner voice. Try always your best and don't give up easily, because hard things are usually the ones which are truly good. Don't follow the crowd, make your own path, because your soul is unique and you have a different path than all the other souls. Don't follow people or any ideology blindly. Don't compare yourself to others. And lastly, don't care too much about what other people do. You have your own path, which you find yourself the right one for you and need to follow to reach balance and certain happiness. Remember, you are given in this world and in this body only borrowed time, so make 100% of it. 

I am not the best person, I am good and bad at the same time. No one is perfect really in this world. and perfection is just an illusion. I am trying to collect enough strength and willpower inside of me to fulfill absolutely everything that I want from living in balance and not being greedy to publishing articles that make difference. Even if it was only one person who felt better after reading it, it would be worth it. My ultimate goal is to stop reading material things and live in balance with a focus on evolving spiritually. I need to keep my physical and spiritual focus in balance too and it might be hard to manage, but I am trying my best. I truly want to be the best version of myself I can and I feel that this is the right path to follow.  

We are here to evolve in many ways. We are here to do things that are right and making us feel good in the long term in ourselves (I can guarantee you, the money or anything that is only physical will perish and won't make you satisfied for long, hence the greed). Everything that is intended to help others and ourselves to be better beings is the right move to make. We need to progress. Our lives are bound to the lives of other beings, humans, animals, or anyone else who seems to be an entity. We are unable to be happy when the happiness isn't shared with others. 

I believe that majority of people are just blinded by our physical world so hard that they tend to completely overlook the true purpose and try to create the fake one based on nonrealistic illusions (Instagram models, youtube stars, singers, etc.). We tend to be greedy about things that are not right as well. Greediness doesn't make a person satisfied even after obtaining certain items, it makes her/him greed even more. Always ask yourself: is this really making me happy? Or is this only something that I use to fill this hole inside me to fill this emptiness? 

Although I have hope in humanity, it's hard to keep it up all the time. I can see injustice, oppression and corruption, and all the bad things and it makes me truly sad. But these are the things I am unable to chance alone. They can be changed throughout the spiritual evolution of all humans (and other species in different worlds) over centuries. Spiritual evolution is the key to the true evolvement of the being and ultimately the soul. I truly believe that my words will reach other individuals, even though it might not be immediate or even in this century. I am not publishing these articles for fame, I believe that this is my purpose. I want to send this message and I feel fulfilled after writing about these abstract phenomena. I knew I loved to write stuff on my blog even before, but I wasn't so committed. I let my soul speak and it told me clearly to continue to do what I find fulfilling, which is for me obtaining as much knowledge as I can and spreading what can be helpful and used in the future too. Please remember one thing - humans won't really evolve if they evolve physically or if they make high-tech only. We need spiritual enlightenment too, only that way we can progress forward.



CHAPTER IV


Many people are afraid what is going to happen with them after they die, although there is nothing to fear. The Human soul (spirit, energy) just can't perish, only transform. Einstein also said: energy can not be created nor destroyed, only transformed. We are also energetic beings so we can not be fully destroyed (only our physical bodies can be destroyed). I witnessed first hand an overwhelming energetic response from the person which was pronounced to be "dead". It was such transcendental experience for me that I fully can't explain nor comprehend what exactly happened to me. It was the most beautiful energetic wave approaching my own room, with the sky blue shade, slowly overflowing whole room and me. I thought I was hallucinating, but my dad saw it too. It is not just my experience, there are many people I talked to who had multiple experiences with "dead" people transitioning to the other dimension (the non-physical, perfect world) and giving multiple signs to their loved ones while looking for the close souls to join in the other world. 

I can assure you that on the other side is no hell. Hellish can be only our time here. If we get close to this Higher energy which basically splits itself to create us and everything, we can feel fully happy, calm, perfect and whole again. We can understand everything once again.

The soul we have can't remember the past lives it had before. The reason is simple - we could not handle it and focus on our lives fully if we had this knowledge constantly in the mind. Our conscious mind just filtrates it, but for example, through past life regression, it is possible to understand our past from different lives too. Of course, there are people who are aware of some of their past lives, but it's really rare. Hence, we are this life, only this person and for the other humans, we mean what we mean this life. This is not the case though after we die. We are WHOLE ONLY after we "die" here. But death is only a door to the other world, so there is no reason to fear death and I personally am looking forward to experiencing this happiness and knowledge again after I die (I am not suicidal, just for the record). I understand many people can't understand what I am writing, but I would feel really pointless if I couldn't pass this information for the next generations, which may have more understanding. 

As previously stated, the soul is immortal but is gonna be reborn until it reaches perfection. It might take millions of years in a million different worlds, planets and meeting with many different people. But from what I witnessed this closeness, sympathy and destiny meetings which occur during our lives are absolutely not random. There is such thing as fate when it comes to certain key events. Some things just can't be prevented, and meeting the close ones from previous lives is one of them. We tend to do the same mistakes and fear certain things, even without a valid reason. As someone who graduated from psychology, I can tell you that psychology doesn't have the answers to so many things that the only thing which can possibly explain human psyche or the soul is the existence of the non-physical world and immortality of the soul. After reaching the state of perfection and learning everything it can throughout experiences in many lives it lived, it can be finally reunited with the higher energy (or The God, which is by any means not a person like some people imagine it). This state is going to last for eternity and it's something that a mere human can't possibly understand, nor can I. 

As I mentioned before, there is no hell. But this life can be hell for me, or for any of you because of the karma accumulated throughout past lives/life. After one dies, the soul is always transitioned into another dimension where it understands all the questions it had before and looks at things completely differently than when it was trapped in the physical body and the physical world. This state of happiness in this dimension doesn't last forever, though. The soul is still imperfect and hence needs to be born again. This cycle will continue until the soul is cleansed and evolved onto the highest level, then it won't be born again.



CHAPTER III

Many people wonder why are some people rich, bad, and still in a good health are relatively happy. How can karma exist if this is possible? Well, the answer is more than satisfying, trust me. 

Everything that we do in THIS current life is written to the soul without the possibility of removing it under any condition (confessing sins won't help). Every crime, every kindness, every thought, action, feeling, they are all there. The soul accumulates all these experiences throughout life and next life (maybe not in this world, but in the other one, in completely different physical form) it will be all accounted for. People who are very cruel and bad will be born as the weakest and most fragile next life (and will suffer a lot) in order to learn and evolve spiritually. 

Seemingly we pity some people who are suffering (like disabled people) but trust me, their souls are learning even this way. We have no way of looking into their past lives or know what they did in previous lives, even though it may sound cruel. 

People are asking very often - why did this happen to me? What have I done? And the answer is there are certain key events which you must encounter throughout life - like meeting the close souls from the previous life, going somewhere, screwing up your life, even watching some movies or bumping into certain topics can lead your life in a completely different direction than before. Remember though that even in the worst situation you still have freedom of choice (even if it's very limited!). You can still decide what to do - how to think and how to act, which can completely change the course of your next life. 

Chapter II 

I was thinking about this topic for a while after I lost my beloved mum only a week ago. I am grieving, but I also know that she is at peace (her soul, which is finally whole, not just the person she was in this life). I never understood the world completely before and I have always wondered if I am ever going to fully comprehend why was I born and how exactly was the world created and what is the purpose of existence.

I had a lot of hints, flashbacks, visions, and feelings which were not explainable by current science. Some would call me a madman too (but I don't care anymore). The part of me which cared about what others think died the day I understood almost everything I wanted to know. For people reading my blog - I know that some people will understand what I exactly mean and some won't. The things I am presenting are based on the connection I made with the Higher intelligence (or the Higher energy/Source which is responsible for the creation of the world, and us). I don't have answers for absolutely everything because I am a mere human this life and I wouldn't be able to comprehend some things either. 

My brain is only a receiver, in the Universe, there is a core from which we obtain knowledge, strength, and inspiration. - Nikola Tesla

Even the greatest physicist knew that there is something more. For some reason, I have always found him special even though I didn't know anything about him at all, nor his quotes. I felt close. Only a few weeks ago after I already developed my own "theory" of life, I finally managed to google some facts about him. Many of his quotes proved that physics is not opposed to spirituality at all. This certain quote is something that happened to me - I was able to perceive this truth through my brain which basically just somehow got into there without thinking about it logically at all. I thought I would never be able to understand life, death, the creation of life, anything. I was looking for these answers my WHOLE life! I was looking for something to satisfy my cravings for knowing the truth about the purpose, and here, in the worst moment of my life, I discovered something that I couldn't even imagine know a few years, months, weeks ago. How ironic. 

The existence of the world (and other worlds and planets and other life forms) is not a coincidence. Life itself cannot be created out of nothing. I do agree that there was the "Big boom" but I do not agree about randomness. NOTHING is random. In the beginning, there was already Higher energy/ intelligence, which is invisible for us and is consisting of the abilities no humans possess, hence the explanation is very complicated. It could be described as perfect positive energy with infinite power (with no switch). The only true happiness lies within IT. This Higher energy is responsible for the creation of our world and all other worlds and also the whole universe, which has a physical form. You might ask why, well the answer is quite easy - there was nothing else before, only peace in the non-material world but the Energy itself was not able to know itself or anything else. The energy itself had to split partially and created millions of souls and also the physical world, which we have right now.

We are spiritual beings. Our souls (there is potent energy similar to Higher energy in every one of us) are imperfect and primitive until we develop spiritually over millions of years on different planets and in different worlds (there is a reincarnation). The reason for it is that we were given the gift to have our own consciousness and decide for ourselves in order to develop and we were given a dual world. A dual world means that everything has an opposite, like good-bad, ugly-beautiful, fire-water, etc. The only way to learn and develop our souls (energies) is to go through a long process full of suffering (I feel like we suffer more than we have joy), and also short-term happiness. You might notice that people who are highly spiritually evolved are very different from shallow people who are not spiritually developed (or on a very low level). These people are very specific - they are truly close to being good beings, selfless, calm, and modest with a deep understanding of life. The majority of them understand that this physical world and physical things can't bring true happiness into anyone's life, so they focus mainly on developing their souls. Note that even a human which has seemingly everything will never be truly 100% happy, no matter what. Physical-world doesn't allow that. 
Ironically again, we were created in the image of God as the Bible says (but not our human form - our SOUL)! Every religion seems to be missing some aspects though, but if you combine them all you can find the analogy in many aspects, even almost the whole image with different names.